In my last post, I briefly discussed experimenting with different writing methods over the summer. Why would I do this? Well, at the start of the summer, I had three very clear goals I wanted to achieve: 1 book chapter, 1 book proposal and 1 article. To some this may sound like a huge amount to get through, to others it may seem just the right amount, but I had secretly hoped I would whiz through these tasks by mid-July and get at least another article or two in the bag. Of course, this type of thinking just set me up for a fall and made me feel even worse about my general progress.
Let’s take this month by month —
June: I was on another research project for half of the month and most of my days were dedicated to it rather than anything else. Of course, I downloaded articles and took other books with me in the hopes I could steal a few hours to work on my three goals. You guessed it. Those opportunities never came around. By the end of the project, I had a half written article, which read more like a jumble of half researched ideas and I had been thinking non-stop about my book chapter and proposal without getting the chance to write out my ideas. Ultimately, I felt unfulfilled because I felt like I hadn’t managed to complete anything. I came home unsure of whether to finish the article or start on the book project. And that is where I stayed for two weeks… in uncertain limbo…
July: I am not exactly sure when I decided to fully focus on the book project, but I did have a hard deadline so I imagine somewhere between the end of June and the 1st July I had a panic and chose to make the book the priority. I had four, whole, clear days and I worked almost every single hour with almost no sleep. I already had several hand drafts of the book chapter as well as the original introduction from my thesis so I wasn’t working from scratch and I was so surprised that the process was not only quick but quite enjoyable despite the lack of rest. I liked exploring the new directions I was taking this project. At the end of the four days, I didn’t hate what I had written and after a little tinkering I sent it to a few colleagues for feedback. In general, the feedback was positive with minor corrections here and there… What was going on? The process had never felt so… Easy…
I took a few days off and started on the proposal. After a day of staring at a blank page, I could feel all of the positive energy draining away. However, this time I reached out to others and asked for advice. My writing group really helped me out with one lovely member even sharing their proposal. It was in a completely different field, but at least it was a start. The whole process of writing the proposal was difficult from beginning to end, not because the ideas weren’t there, but because I kept reading, editing, reading, editing etc. etc. and I never really got into a proper flow. After it was written, I sent it to colleagues for comments and unlike the chapter, the proposal still needed a lot of work. I got there in the end, but the experience was not pleasant.
August: Two projects complete and just the article to go. This had a definite hard deadline, which could not be adjusted, but I had one whole month… How hard could it be? The first week came and went and I avoided working on the article. I told myself I needed a rest but it was pure avoidance. By the second weekend, I had reread some notes I had made earlier in the year, reread previous articles I had downloaded but I still didn’t want to write… I couldn’t bare starting from scratch again.
Just at this time a YouTube video popped up in my feed talking about creating a zero draft. The YouTuber, Kate Cavanaugh is actually a novelist, but I was curious. (Also, the video didn’t focus on zero drafting specifically, but after watching a few of her videos I noticed she kept mentioning it, so I looked it up).
What is a zero draft? The following definition can be found on the BRTOM website:
‘A Zero Draft is your first attempt to assemble thoughts related to your research topic or question. It is a more or less unstructured piece of writing that flows quickly from your own mind as you reflect upon your topic, your questions, and your reading. A Zero Draft is focused freewriting … or the very next step’.
After discoving the zero draft method, I thought back to those times when I had a positive writing experience vs a negative one. Positive experiences tended to come after I had:
a) thought about a project for a very long time
b) had a loose plan with flexibility to change as I went
c) already had plenty of material written that needed editing
d) all of the above.
Negative experiences tended to happen when:
a) I planned too rigidly and was reluctant to deviate
b) only had a short time to complete the project
c) didn’t have previously written material, or had chosen to abandon previously written material completely thinking it was too badly written or wasn’t original
d) edited every word, sentence and paragraph as I went
So why can’t I replica the positive conditions all time? The problem is during the teaching term, I rarely have time to write and when I do it’s only in short bursts. I avoid writing detailed notes (which is a habit I need to change and build into my general research process) and I tend to only thinking through projects when I am devising a piece of formal writing. I didn’t realise this is how I process my research until this summer and had I figured it out sooner I might have prevented a whole lot of pain.
Initially, I wanted to sit down, write and produce a perfect or at least near perfect first draft quickly, but since I process my ideas through writing, my first draft was and is always going to be a jumble of raw ideas. And if I plan too rigidly, I am denying myself the opportunity to fully develop or indeed build in new ideas. Zero drafting allows an author to work through their ideas. To get words on the page as prose, which can be edited afterwards. In my case, this really worked.
But the zero drafting method is a tricky commitment. I started the article on a Monday and told myself that by the following Monday I would have zero drafted the whole thing, except by the very next day (Tuesday), I didn’t zero draft section two and instead edited section one. This wasn’t a huge disaster but I realised if I kept editing the previous days work I wasn’t going to get those intial, raw ideas worked out from beginning to end. So, I forced myself to handwrite each section (usually taking 2-3 pomodoro sessions), type in exactly what I had written and close the laptop. I only worked on it for 2-3 hours a day but by the end of the week I had a full zero draft. By the time I was working on the first draft, I felt much more positive and I was happy to add or subtract while editing knowing how it all came out in the wash. The second draft only took a couple of days reading everything and fixing errors as I went. It took me just over three weeks to go from blank to complete and while this might not be the same for every project, it was a much more positive writing experience overall.
My top tips for zero drafting are:
Do not be tempted to edit, not even spelling or grammar, just keep going.
I did keep a note of references such as title and page number in the footnotes. Obviously, these were put into the correct referencing style later but it was so much easier to keep track of everything.
If you can handwrite first, this may help with flow and avoiding too much editing. I did stop and start at times, but if an idea just wasn’t forming, I moved onto the next without scrubbing out the previous. All of the ideas were typed in, even if one trailed off. By the time I was editing, I was either able to fill in the messy idea and connect up the sections or delete it if it wasn’t working.